worst sleep ever
I took an extra sleeping herbal pills yesterday from my normal dosage of two. I thought that would knock me out cold xD. But, no. Lol what an agonizing sleep… I woke up early too.. I slept around 4:30 am… I should be in bed shouldn’t I… I’m tired tho… but, I can’t rest…
Put me out of my stupid misery… I’m so foolish aren’t I? I shouldn’t let anyone take over my heart again lol. It’s too much for me to handle… I also question… why am I always the last one to know? Always left in the gray… no one tells me anything. I have to find out myself… piece together all the clues… I’m so tired of doing that… Why can’t people be straightforward about it? I’m lost, confused and I don’t know what I should do… I’m ultimately hurt… Oh wait, maybe I’m just super sensitive lol….. Hum, I must keep my composure…
