“I don’t know if I can keep the relationship.”
The amount I sleep everyday seems to plummet day after day O_O;;. I’m so tired but, I can’t sleep!!! =-=;;. Anyways, I think Charles made it quite clear last night… Although, he said he won’t tell me the “situation” until September 1… when his father leaves. Wanna know what Emi thinks? Emi thinks Charles fell for his exgf again… Emi also thinks… she somehow did that purposely… What’s the result? A bitter Emi! There’s always a third person… It is prevalent that he doesn’t care nor <3 me anymore… He should just be blunt about it… It’ll make things easier for everyone. But, no. He’s going to make me wait another month… as if one month wasn’t enough. I gave it my all though… I’m sure he knows that. Been loyal since he has left… Thought of nothing but, him. Did everything that would benefit us BOTH in the future. Sacrifaced quite a bit actually =/… which includes having stupid quarrels with my family… I should prioritize properly shouldn’t I? Oh, I wrote him an e-mail… expressing my thoughts. I don’t know if he read it yet… probably he did. But, he didn’t respond. I guess he’s speechless… What happen to hope, faith & love? I don’t know…
