frustration.
I just got off the phone with Paul… Lol, he thought I was mad because he was tired and wanted to sleep. Funny boy he is. xD. Anyways, I want to write away in this blog as to how I feel with my life. I guess I shall begin…
Ever since the “incident” that happened last week… Saturday… March 21 me thinks? It’s probably around there… Baha msged me and semi questioned me why I wasn’t able to do anything that night. Come to think about it… I’m not sure why I didn’t do anything about it… I think it was because of Shirley? She was upset that night… as similar situations always tend to happen at parties… Perhaps, that was why I didn’t stop them… I am definitely starting to feel the guilt. He probably isn’t very happy with me. Me neither. But, he’s good at hiding it for sure. I feel awful… That night screwed Baha over so badly… Damn it. While the event took place, Charles and I were talking downstairs… Lol… *Sigh*. Someone slap me. I think I deserve it. Now, the only solution is keep a low profile and just try to keep “cool”… =/.This will probably bother me for the next couple of days. PLEASE go away soon.
Congrats to Shirley for getting into OCAD <3.
